nothing really matters

i told you that
nothing really matters,
but what i really
meant to say is that
you are the only one
that matters to me.
i don't care what people say
about us, because the
only thing i know is in
making you happy.
i hate seeing you in
sadness, when i see you
in sadness my heart
starts to ache.

best friend

you i considered
to be my best friend,
i told you everything.
i told you all my
secret, things i
never told anyone.
but now you turned on
me, the time i needed
you was now, but you are
not here for me to
seek your help.
you've abandoned me,
you left without
telling me that you
were leaving.
now i don't have
someone to call my
best friend, someone
i could go to for
help.
i'm alone once again,
like i've always been
before you came
along.

confused

i can't seem to please
anyone.
everything i do
seems to have a
consequenst.
if i try to please one
person, i hurt someone
else's feeling.
so if i try to please, myself
i hurt the people i love.
the only thing that i
could do is that to stay
miserable for the rest
of my life and not please
anyone or myself.
i messed up everyone's life
including my life by leaving
home and try to make it
on my own.
no one supports what i do,
or backs me up.
everyone tells me fuck you,
you can't make it on your own.
and we don't believe in you.

again

couldn't go to sleep,
because i keep thinking
of you.
i want to hear your voice
once more, because
i like the way you
talk.
or better yet
i would rather see
you again, because
i like the way you
look no matter
what you wear.
i want to see your
beatiful smile once
again.

my life

all my life
i felt, that i
was alone in
this worl.
i felt that i
was the odd
one from my
family.
i hated the
special treaments that
i have been
getting from everyone,
just because i
was born different
from the rest
of them.
i hated that
everyone has been
and are still
trying to tell me
what to do,
just because i'm
different.
but i could do anything
i want, because
i found you
again.

leave me alone

why do you want
me to lose the
most precious thing
i have?
i've decided to
lose that precious
thing when the
time is right, and
with the right
person a long time
ago.
i hate it when
others like you
try to pressure
me to lose it.
why can't you people
leave alone, and
others that decided
like me alone as
well.

war and peace

what happened to
the peaceful time
where everyone
loved each other
and had nothing
against each other.
that time is dead.
now is time of war,
where everyone has to
scared 'cause we
don't know when
we will be attacked
by our own enemies.
everywhere I look
and there are people
crying 'cause they
either lost their kids
fighting for their
country due to a war,
or a family member
was caught in the middle
of a war and was killed.
war is pointless they
take you nowhere.
nothing good comes
out of war only bad
things.
say no to war and
yes to peace.

Hello again

Hello again to all the ppl that read my blog. Yesi been gone 4 a long time, but now i'm back and came back 2 try 2 put better blogs than b4. I been told why isn't there no new blogs on here thats because I ran out of ideas to write about, and now i got some great i deas. On my next blogs I will be writting bout the next gen systems my guess will be that uyou all know wat systems are. So for those of you that don't know wat systems they are here they are Sony Playstation 3, Microsoft Xbox 360, and Nintendo wii.

To Krystal

I think of you
as the only girl
for me.
I think of you
as the one I
truely love.
You been there
for me when
I thought it
was over
for me.
When I thought
that there wouldn't
be another girl
for me.
You are my angel
and I love you
for that.
We are freaky
with each other
but we don't care
'cause we both
want to make
each other
happy.

To Jess

You thought everything
was over when
he left you.
You thought that the
world was coming to
an end 'cause
he left you.
You cried and cried
until there was no
more tears left to
cry with.
But when hope seems
lost somthing happened,
something you thought
was not going to happened
did occur, he came
back to you.
And you started crying
again but not with
sadness but with happiness.
But how can you
cry if you don't have no
more tears to cry
with.
You shed all your
tears when he left
you.
Is it with the
tears of your heart
that you are crying
with?
Well now that he is
back into your
life,
you no longer think
that everything is
over.
And that the world is
coming to an end.
Now you know that
evertything is ok
and that he is
always there for
you.

To Lala

You are a glamoures

girl.

When people are down

you put a smile on

their face.

And you always bring

the party where ever

you go.

You are special to

your friends and

family and your

special to me

too.

Happy Birthday Chelsea

When the moon
and the sun touch
it causes a light
so bright that only
the most beautiful
people can be seen.
You are one of those
beautiful people that
could be seen and
when people look at
you, they stare with
awe.
And when I see you
I see someone
who is a good
person that I
love.
I don't care if
you wasn't beautiful
I will still love
you.
Because I love you r
personality, the way
you are which is that
you are not afraid to
be yourself and you
don't bullshit around.
And I love you
for that.

Happy Birthday Samantha

You are a special
girl and you will
do great things in
your life.
You are special
because I say so
and if someone
tells me that
I am wrong
I'll tell that person
that he/she is wrong.
You will always be
special to me
no matter what
happens.
Your special
to me because I
like you like if
you was one of
my own cousins.
That is why you
are special to me.
And no can say or do
nothing.